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I heard a story once about a not-so-famous jazz pianist, Boyd Lee Dunlop, who learned how to play on a broken piano in a neighbor’s yard. It must have been a little like this (click here). I think God is like that - a master musician who can coax beautiful music out of broken instruments. If my life has any loveliness in it, it is only because God is writing a concerto for a broken me.

The latest movement in this concerto has some interesting dissonance. Living trust and joy in the middle of crisis is our new daily challenge.

Monday, June 23, 2008

Absence and the heart....

Sending a daughter off to college is rough on a mom.  I was weepy for a couple of weeks beforehand.  Then came the big day, and we drove her down with all of her stuff, and left her there to fend for herself.  I knew she'd been doing that for awhile, really.  But now she was doing it 90 miles away.   The surprising part was when the tears came.  I didn't fall completely to pieces when we left -- just minimal boo-hooing.   But I cried when I got home and her truck wasn't in the driveway, and I cried in the grocery store when I saw some of her favorite things, like Vanilla Soy milk and tofu.  

All in all, I wasn't too worried about her.  She knew what she needed to do, and I was certain that she had enough support to do it.  She is really a very courageous young lady.   I just miss her to pieces!  

I don't believe that absence makes the heart grow fonder.   I do believe that absence reveals the love that was there all along.   And that just might make it bearable.

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